I lost my
Beloved Aunt yesterday, my Grandmothers Daughter, my Cousins Mother and her
Spouses Wife! She fought the good fight of faith and experienced life when
death wanted her about a decade ago. She is with her maker!
I pray
right now that my loved ones hearts are being healed, hope is sealed and grief
becomes joy. I also intercede for all who come across this page and are shaken by
grief. I pray the word God gave Isaiah for Israel in Isaiah 61: 1-3 The Spirit of the
Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to
proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the
prisoners, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor and the day of vengeance of
our God, to comfort all who mourn, and provide for those who
grieve in Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil
of joy instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the Lord
for the display of his splendor. I pray that the still small voice of God impact your soul and
removes all burdens. I pray you see that this is a process that only God should
govern! A human tends to over medicate or pick at soars, but our Redeemer gives
it air, circulation, strength and closure! I thank you Lord in Advance for your
joy unspeakable in the lives of those in need of it. Amen! Pray without ceasing!
I vent through
writing and I hope my poem below helps you in your time of mourning!
Hey This is My Way and It's all Over the Place (Written by, Marilyn Moore)
I lift
my eyes unto the hills,
Where
cometh my help,
My
help comes from the Lord!
Even
when I have felt the cut of your sword.
Shaken
but not broken, coughing but not choking,
Living
but mourning, holding on while it’s storming!
Show me
the light to your path toward Peace.
Oh your
light is there, but I just can’t see!
Surround
me with Angels so I can see while its dark.
Lord
how could I stop mourning or feel even a spark!
I will
feel guilty if I have joy while they are gone!
I will
not stop grieving, I must hold on!
Ok
they are with you, but I want them with me!
I just
can’t accept this as destiny!
The
time I missed, the calls I didn't take.
The yelling
“Give me some space, I need a break"
Ok, I
know they loved me, but I feel bad!
Soak me
in love, they were all I had!
Tears
and screams devour my days and nights!
I
don't want to admit it, but my heart craves delight!
How
did Mary deal with the death of Christ Jesus?
Oh ok,
she knew he was alive in heaven to save us!
But
what about those two days she didn’t know?
Oh, that’s
when her faith had to grow!
That’s
when family and friends huddle with hope and love!
That’s
when even if you are totally alone, God is on the Throne above!
His
love brings absolute perfect peace!
It’s ok to mourn, but let God bring you
his increase!!!
